Тараканы!, The Venomous Pinks - Double Arrows Down

I’m sitting here tired of living life that’s filled with fear
It’s not fair, I’m just sick of being scared Sometimes life deals you a shitty hand
Sometimes your day doesn’t go as planned
But with me, I feel like all I do is bleed There’s days I wanna close my eyes and never wake up to my numbers high
Just lay there until all I read is low
I’m sick as shit of all these pricks
And everybody’s ignorance
This needle’s wearing thin, and there’s no end I’m sitting there in another cold pharmacy chair
Standing by while they suck my veins and wallet dry
I can write all these defiant songs
But my life is still reliant on machines, and all I do is bleed There’s days I wanna close my eyes and never wake up to my numbers high
Just lay there until all I read is low
I’m sick as shit of all these pricks, and everybody’s ignorance
This needle’s wearing thin and there’s no end Last thing I remember
Before you plunged the needle
I lied there shaking on this cold gas station floor
Eyes are rolling back
Into my skull, it fades to black There’s days I wanna close my eyes and never wake up to my numbers high
Just lay there until all I read is low
The highs and lows and insulin
I’m so tired of explaining it
This needle’s wearing thin and there’s no end